TRAINING A CUCKOLD; Inflicting Pain and Pleasure (this combination is key to cuckolding)

A. THE BEGINNINGS -

PICK UP ON SUBTLE DETAILS, BODY LANGUAGE, REMARKS AND EXPRESSIONS THEN GO FOR THE KILL AND PLEASURE BEYOND YOUR WILDEST DREAMS.

The first time I cuckolded was after I saw the look on my boyfriend Jeff's face after a chance remark. Cum was leaking out of me after we had made love -problem was, we were walking to the car to go for ice cream and I'd thrown on a skirt but no panties. He said he thought it was sexy and I asked him, 'What if it were another man's cum?' He got hard and had a stunned look on his face. (that sealed his fate)

A couple of weeks later, Jeff and I were at a nude beach north of Santa Barbara. The sun always makes me horny and combined with all the nudity--well! Throughout the afternoon, I'd had my eye on a black man, who was good looking, but that wasn't what caught my eye. He had an enormous, uncircumcised cock. It was really long and really thick. This white girl had never seen anything like it and I was wet and tingly all afternoon just thinking about it.

Finally, he caught me looking and came over to introduce himself to us -me, really- and I got a closer look. Jeff was circumcised, average size, but a dwarf in comparison to Don's. Don invited us for some wine in his camper. Jeff was feeling very insecure as if Don was encroaching on his turf, but I eagerly accepted for both of us. I knew that this was playing into the basic male insecurity, but it was part of the thrill I felt building up inside of me. On the walk to the camper, I noticed Jeff's penis had gotten smaller- sort of retracted.

We had some Chablis in the rather cramped camper and talked about the various nude beaches we had visited but the mood was getting thick and musky and we were all still naked. We were all aware of it and Jeff just wanted to leave. So, without warning, I got on my knees in front of Don and put the head of his cock in my mouth, not even rolling back the foreskin. Don let out a loud moan that must have been building up all day. I glanced at Jeff and he didn't look happy, but -he'd sprung an immediate and involuntary erection that was stretched to the max.

I worked Don's cock 'til it was hard and then crawled backwards onto the bed motioning him to climb on top of me. He did and it was a little difficult getting him into me, but we managed. Jeff just sat there watching, so I motioned to him to stroke himself, so he did.

Don fucked me for about an hour and it was as if he wasn't going to cum -but when he did and everyone in a half-mile radius heard him do it! As for me, I was extremely excited and I came with multiple orgasms. When Don rolled off me, I pulled Jeff onto me and the way his small penis felt sliding into my cummy vagina gave me an instant orgasm without him even beginning to pump. I think all orgasms are psychological rather than physical and that incident seemed to confirm it.

After Jeff came, thirty seconds later Don was hard again, so Jeff got out of his way. They took turns with me the rest of the evening 'til about two in the morning when we went to a coffee shop. Then, we went back into Don's camper in the coffee shop parking lot and they took turns 'til we finally fell asleep at about 6:30am.

That was the beginning of my commitment to this lifestyle! Jeff and I went parted our ways after a few years, but I now have the same sort of relationship with Mark. We are not swingers because Mark remains monogamous to me. The term most popular for our relationship is cuckolding, so that's what we call it.

B. SETTING THE STAGE FOR A LIFETIME OF PLEASURE -

INFLICTING HUMILIATION, TORMENT, CAUSING TRAUMA, MANIPULATING THE PSYQUE THEN PROVIDING SOOTHING SUPREME EXPERIENCES, HER CUCKOLD IS ALWAYS THERE TO OBLIGUE.

When I first met my current boyfriend/cuckold, I liked the fact that he had an average size penis, this appealed to me. I came to see that this, in some small way, made my cuckold inferior to my bulls. I always go for big black cocks when I chose a bull. This wasn't a major concern, but the idea of cuckolding is to go with a bull that your cuckold couldn't possibly compare to or compete with. The bull provides the element in cuckolding. That's why, in my opinion, women should always select as her bulls black men with the largest cocks.

I want the largest possible cocks for the trauma they'll cause to my cuckold's psyche and to my vagina as well. The moment he sees the size of the cock that's about to penetrate my vagina, I know he'll suffer a sharp impact, because he simply cannot compete. My cuckold is simply average to small. I also like what an extremely large cock does to my vagina. It stretches it out so as to accommodate the large shaft and I end up with the exact opposite of what most women think they want -I get a loose vagina. Why do I want a loose vagina?

The bull is so big, he thinks I'm tight. It's so my cuckold won't feel anything when I have him penetrate my pussy after the bull(s) finish inside of me. I only want him to have that sensation of warm, moist cum inside of a very loose vagina. Two striking and primal reminders of what has just taken place. The orgasm he will then experience will be triggered by his psyche as opposed to vaginal friction. Isn't that the best kind? I love my cuckold and want only the most supreme experiences for him.

If the bull is wildly phisical, then the cuckold is cerebral and I think he should be a reflection of psyche rather than physical. This provides another difference between my cuckold and my bulls. And it had the added impact that my cuckold's ego is inferior to my bulls as well. Now every time my cuckold sees a bull go into me, he'll remember that,

1. Difference in size;
2. The lack of friction when my cuckold penetrates my vagina;
3. The psychological sense of an inferior ego;

The little added torments that I can help soothe when he lays his penis into me after I've had my bull.

When it comes to handling your cuckold, the pleasure and pain must come in equal proportion. In addition, I refer to my bull's tool as cock and to my cuckold's genitals as penis.

C. SELF-EMPOWERMENT -

SETTING BOUNDARIES; HER CUCKOLD LOVES HER AND THE DOMINANCE OF HER UNCOMPROMISING LUST.

Since entering into this lifestyle, I've noticed a number of reversals in myself. Sex used to be fun and emotionally fulfilling, but was something of an obligation I was called on to fulfill in a relationship. Now, sex is my passion and empowers me in all my relationships to the point that I set the boundaries without apology. I am no longer a pacified 'lady' but an impassioned woman.

I used to think that sex with a stranger and a Black man was unthinkable. Now I crave it as it produces a bond of true fidelity in my boyfriend that I never experienced in normal relationships where the male invariably tired of me after I was conquered.

Penis size was never particularly interesting to me. Now, it is very important. My bulls are huge and Mark is average-to-small and I set the 3 differences above as a reminder and to further distinguish cuckold from my bulls. Semen used to be a messy byproduct that somehow vulgarized the romance of sex. Now, it is the all -important symbol of my power to affect men. I used to worry about having a dainty and tight vagina for my man. Now, I purposely choose bulls with cocks that stretch me and prefer sex with Mark after one or more bulls have ejaculated inside of me, offering him a very loose and slippery experience. Such a reversal of the norm!

D. ASSERTING CONTROL -

SHE SHOWS HER LOVE & DEVOTION BY DELIVERING CALCULATED DOSES OF PAIN AND PLEASURE.

My cuckold is my love. My first cuckold set me on a course in life that would give me total freedom and control over the aspects of life that most women concede to a man. I've had three long-term cuckolds -I'm not married as I have only wanted “Loving Tender Relationships” with live-in boyfriends- and each of them would do, and have done, anything to keep me. Wouldn't that please anyone, man or woman? Imagine that you could turn everything in life to your favor just by letting a huge black cock slide into you. Even if the idea of such a huge size were unthinkable to the woman, she might just do it for the results it would bring to her life. Then, imagine that she not only tolerated those black 'monster cocks', but grew to love them. Addicted even. It thrills me to know that as a professional white woman who looks (reasonably) conservative and associates with a conservative class of intellectuals, I would never ordinarily think of sex in such vulgar terms as a huge cock and the manipulation of my mate. I can turn any situation in life around with a quick cuckolding session for my own pleasure.

4. I make my cuckold watch from the foot of the bed so he can see my stretched lips and the moment of ejaculation.

5. The semen running out as he approaches to slip into me for a few moments before cleaning me. By forcing my cuckold to clean my pussy I inject an additional dose of humiliation.

But, if things aren't going my way at my office, or elsewhere, I can bring almost any situation in life under control by making the adversary a bull right there on the spot. Most women would just give in to a frustrating day. My cuckold makes this all possible. So I thank him in ways that he understands.

All life is conflict. I know that for my cuckold to really live life,

6. I must take him emotionally from total excitation to impotence.

Whether he comes to me after watching a cuckold session with a terrific erection, or with his penis retracted to a state smaller than a little boy's, I know I've had an effect on him that is profound and will stay imprinted on his psyche forever.

What other traditional woman could offer him anything other than a routine and bland life where sex fades and resentment builds? In fact, since in a cuckold session I've just been stretched by a cock considerably larger than his penis, I feel very nurturing when I can help him slide his impotent penis into me so he can fell the sensation of another man's cum puddle inside of my vagina. Don't get me wrong though, I love it when he's hard and has what I call a 'stretched erection' (i.e. he's super turned-on).

A bull can be had anytime, anywhere. A good cuckold is a treasure and no bull should think he owns me. It's my cuckold that makes my life what it is and I treasure him. That's why I take pains to make certain that it is always pain and pleasure for him.

Nobody had to talk me into this. I once went out for ice cream with a boyfriend after we just had sex. I hadn't put on panties and I could feel cum leaking out of me and onto my leg. I told him and said that it felt good to me. He said he loved hearing about it. I asked him 'What if it were another man's cum?' and he gave me a look that told me I'd found the primal key to a better life.!!!